Dear brain,
I am not going to write about a middle aged woman, who married late, has children she doesn't love, and who is spiraling into a depression/insanity. It would be an amazing story, I know, brain. It would color the want of conformity and the false hope that awash many women. It would detail the weakness of someone's character, and despite her being weak, one would sympathize with her, because that is what you want. I know, because you just read
Yellow Wallpaper along with some poems and you love them like you love
Book of Franza.
I am NOT, and I repeat, NOT capable of writing like Elizabeth Bishop, Charlotte Perkins Gilman or Ingeborg Bachmann and I would make a mess of it. I repeat, I am NOT a Bishop or a Bachmann, no matter how much I love them both. And don't even start, I'm nowhere near a Virginia Woolf. Woolf was born 100 years before me and brilliantly insane in a way that people who study literature can typically only sit back in admiration of.
Bishop? Bishop's work stands alone, she can do more in a few lines than some people can do with PAGES. See
Insomnia.
( Insomnia ) See? See that? Do you even grasp that? OF COURSE YOU DO NOT YOU ARE MY BRAIN. Look, I get that you want to defend literature as you're a rare brain and you've studied both. You know now that the "ease" of a literature degree is really what you make of it. While you can study these writers, and write okay papers on these writers and attain an "A" far easier than you can put together a Differential Equation to depict a working circuit or outline Fluid Dynamics for your physics class, it doesn't mean that doing well in literature is easy.
No, as I just outlined above, what you are looking at is brilliance and you're not there, kiddo. Brilliance in literature is a rare talent, the same as artistic brilliance is rare. There are many people who write "well", that is to say that they get an "A" they publish and they make alright livings. But some topics are left to the brilliant writers that you've read and studied and should probably not be butchered by you.
This is not to say that you're not a wonderful brain. Honestly, I find you to be quite exemplary in most situations. As I said before, you're a rare brain that handles science, math and writing with a jack of all trades sort of ease. However, you're a jack of all trades brain. You're not a literature giant brain. Please don't push me to make a fool of myself.
~love Drakon
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